Walking in
the Dark and Full of VisionFirst published
in the Sierra Madre News
Author - Helen Simmons Conroy June 1997
It
is one thing to close your eyes for a moment and pretend to not have
sight, but to live each and every day that way is another. Having the
trust and ability to be a part of our Sierra Madre Ca. community as
someone who is multi-handicapped blind, is what Jo Anne Seaman and C.L.I.M.B.,
are all about. C.L.I.M.B. is also known as The Center for Living Independence
for the Multi-Handicapped Blind. Jo Anne Seaman came
to live at ( C.L.I.M.B.) shortly after it opened, in 1977. At birth, Jo
Ann had no handicaps. However, she was born prematurely, weighing only
2 lbs., 14 oz. In order to keep her alive, her doctor gave Jo Anne large
amounts of oxygen while she was in the incubator. When her weight got
up to about 5 lbs. she was released from the hospital with a clean bill
of health. However, at three months of age, her mother noticed she wasn't
focusing on any thing and became alarmed. It was then that it was discovered
that the oxygen that had been given to keep her alive had also caused
her to lose her sight. On a side note, Jo Anne mentioned that this occurrence
is not that rare, mentioning entertainer, Stevie Wonder, had lost his
sight this way. Jo Anne also received damage to the spatial thought processing
area of her brain due to the oxygen overdose, but as you will see in this
article, she has never let anything stop her from leading an incredible
and fulfilling life. At an early age, Jo
Anne demonstrated the fact that she was exceptionally gifted in the area
of music. She recalled in our interview, "When I was three years
old, I amazed my mother by going over to the piano and playing Brahms
Lullaby." She began taking piano lessons at age six, at first from
a sighted teacher and then from a teacher who was also blind. There were no schools
for the blind in Evanston, Illinois, where Jo Anne was born. So she began
her formal education in a public school. With her daughter's interests
at heart, Jo Anne's mother wanted a program for the blind to be instituted
at her school. She approached the Superintendent of Schools proposing
a program based on a school she greatly admired, Perkins School for the
Blind in Massachusetts. Her request was granted, paving the way for Jo
Anne, as well as other blind children, to have access to additional tools
catered to their special needs. Jo Anne learned how to read Braille at
the age of five. Learning Braille was more than a struggle because of
the fact that she had been taught to read Braille using her right hand,
when in fact she was left handed. Someone finally noticed the fact that
she was left handed, which made the learning process much easier. When Jo Anne reached
the 5th grade, her parents decided it would be best for her to attend
a school exclusively for the blind. Thus, Jo Anne moved to Perkins, the
school on which her mother had based the blind program at her public school.
Jo Anne stayed at Perkins for two years while her parents set their sights
on finding a place which not only offered an excellent high school for
the blind, but warmer weather. They decided on Arizona School for the
Blind and Deaf in Tucson. Jo Anne received her high school diploma there
and went on to further her education at Tuller Episcopal College in Tucson.
While in college, she learned how to use a cane. Jo Anne mentioned that
children now learn how to use a cane as early as five or six years old.
Jo Anne received her
AA degree from Tuller, with an emphasis on two of her loves - Russian
Language and Russian Literature. She also took classes in music appreciation
at the University of Arizona. And to this day, she remains a fan of the
"Wildcats" football team. From Tucson, Jo Anne
moved to C.L.I.M.B. A longtime family friend, whose daughter was also
blind and intending to enroll at C.L.I.M.B, convinced her father it would
be an excellent opportunity for Jo Anne. Thus, on August 24, 1977, Jo
Anne joined her childhood friend as a roommate at C.L.I.M.B. Jo Anne recalled the
history of C.L.I.M.B. for me in our interview as she holds the place very
dear to her heart. C.L.I.M.B. was founded by a gentleman named Bill Young,
who had been in the field for many years as a psychologist, medical coordinator,
and Principal of the Special Education Department for the Foundation for
the Junior Blind in Los Angeles. The property location was deemed ideal
to Bill, being safe, and having easy access to the community for its future
students. The price offered was right as well, with no competing bids.
The facility had been a convalescent hospital, shut down by the Health
Department, and left in need of many repairs. After purchasing the property,
Bill's next hurdle was getting approval from the city council. "The
council was terrified", Jo Anne recalled. They were afraid of lawsuits;
in the event a resident from C.L.I.M.B. got hurt while walking around
town. Bill assured the council that blind people could travel as well
as anybody and that there would be no lawsuits. The council was also afraid
he would want auditory traffic signals, which they couldn't afford to
have installed. He assured them that he didnt. His request to open
C.L.I.M.B. was then granted, with a license issued for a maximum capacity
of 36 students. As demand grew, the capacity was eventually extended to
40. From 1977 until 1985,
Jo Anne lived at the center, becoming more independent as each year went
by. In November of 1985, Jo Anne moved to a house located directly behind
C.L.I.M.B., which had been purchased for those with private funding by
Bill Young. Her longtime childhood friend who had been her roommate at
C.L.I.M.B. for many years joined her there, along with one other individual.
Though on her own for the past 14 years, Jo Anne maintains a very close
relationship with the center. She has been a longtime representative of
the students at the center on the C.L.I.M.B. Board of Directors. Bill
Young had invited Jo Anne to be on the Board because he felt it was important
to have a member who could voice the needs and desires of the students.
Playing piano with the C.L.I.M.B. Serenaders, Jo Anne performs at the
Skilled Nursing Facility, just down the street, once a week. She also
enjoys having breakfast at C.L.I.M.B. on a daily basis. "The food
is very good," she commented. Other highlights with C.L.I.M.B. have
been the summer camps in Malibu and involvement with the Special Olympics.
"It was fun meeting all of the celebrities at the Special Olympics,"she
recalled. Prior to our interview,
Jo Anne had agreed to take me through town with her to show me how she
gets around. However, on the day I met her for the interview, there was
no where in particular close by that she needed to go. She did need to
go to the post office, however, to mail a package to a fifteen-year-old
girl in the Dominican Republic whom she corresponds with through World
Vision. Thus, I offered gladly to give her a ride. Not quite sure if I
should offer help to Jo Anne in getting in and out of my car, I quickly
found that she needed no help whatsoever. When we arrived at the post
office she reached into her wallet quickly and pulled out some one-dollar
bills to pay for the postage that was due on her package. I asked how
she knew she was holding one-dollar bills. When we got back to the car
she pulled out her various denominations of money and explained that she
folds each type of bill in a certain way. Driving back toward C.L.I.M.B.,
I overshot our destination and parked in front of the Skilled Nursing
Facility by mistake, thinking it was C.L.I.M.B. Not known for my skills
at observation, I didn't realize we weren't at C.L.I.M.B. until we were
both out of the car. Feeling quite embarrassed; I apologized to Jo Anne
for my mistake and suggested we get right back in the car so I could drive
her to C.L.I.M.B. However, Jo Anne took my mistake as an opportunity to
take me on another field trip. Leaving my car parked in front of the nursing
facility, Jo Anne proceeded to guide me back toward C.L.I.M.B., as I remained
momentarily disoriented. "I listen to traffic sounds," she explained.
Using her ears to listen for the sound of traffic, she knew exactly which
way to go within seconds, as I was still trying to figure out which way
to go. "If I want to walk from C.L.I.M.B., to Home Savings, which
is east, the traffic sound must be on my right." She went on to explain
that to head west toward Lima, traffic sound must come from her left.
As we approached Moe's Automotive, Jo Anne got herself intentionally lost
in the entrance to their parking lot to prove the wisdom of her technique.
She walked into the parking lot and spun around. She then stopped. Within
seconds, after listening to where the direction of traffic was coming
from she easily found her way back onto the sidewalk. When we reached her
home, Jo Anne proceeded to give me a short tour. The living room was spacious
and cozy with a beautiful old piano in it waiting to be played. The kitchen
was immaculate. Jo Anne proceeded to put on a load of laundry, using the
Braille instructions on the machine to set it to her desired setting.
She measured out the liquid softener into a small cap and proceeded to
pour it into the machine. She then made me a cup of coffee and we sat
down to chat about a part-time job she has had for the past year at American
Handicapped and Disadvantaged Workers, based in Pasadena. She does telemarketing
there and enjoys it very much. "We are all one big happy family at
American Handicapped," she explained with a smile. Jo Anne went on to
share some of her other interests with me. She played part of an audiocassette
tape that she had been enjoying, "Thrill", by Jackie Collins.
An avid reader, she read to me from the John Grisham novel, "A Time
to Kill", keeping me in suspense with the wonderful cadence in her
voice. She showed me how she types out her grocery list on a Braille typewriter
that sits on her living room coffee table. Taking the sheet of paper she
had typed on out of the machine, she said, "Take this to show your
kids if you like." She went on to mention that she enjoys spending
time with her family. Although her parents have both died, Jo Anne continues
to have a very close relationship with her sister and her extended family.
Jo Anne also enjoys
frequenting places in town such as "Beantown", "The Only
Place in Town", "Pepper Tree Grill" and her favorite, "Village
Pizza". I asked how she feels being part of the Sierra Madre community.
"The people love us," she replied. "And we love the townspeople
for accepting us and looking out for our well being." "I also
feel the people in Sierra Madre are very honest," she added. I asked if there was
anything she would like to communicate to Sierra Madre in this article.
"I would like the town council to know that we blind people have
shown we can travel as well as anyone,"Jo Anne replied. I then asked,
"Is there anything that we don't have in town that you would like
to have instituted to aid the handicapped of our community?" "I
would lie to see "Dial-a Ride" run on Sunday so my roommate
could go to church." On her special wish list are auditory traffic
signals, though she noted that she is aware that our town couldn't afford
them. Though a car has never hit her while walking on our streets, Jo
Anne stated that crossing the street remains the greatest challenge to
her in being blind. When I asked Jo Anne
what she would want to do if she could see, she gave two answers. "I
would like to be a medical doctor, perhaps a pediatrician." Having
no anger for the doctor who caused her blindness, she added, "I would
like to give kids as much love as my doctor gave me." Her second
desire would be to be a flight attendant as she loves to fly and travel,
with traveling favorites being Ireland, England and Russia. Curious as
to what she would want to see first if she could see, I asked what that
might be. "The faces of my sister, my grand nephew and grand niece,
and my coworkers at American Handicapped,"she replied. One of the most special
parts of our interview for me was listening to Jo Anne sing while she
played her piano. She had mentioned that she liked to compose songs so
I asked her to play something she had written. She first played and sang
a song she had written about a villainous character, named Samantha, from
the soap opera, "Days of Our Lives." It was witty and fun. She
then played a favorite song composed by Scarlotti, called "Cuban
Waltz". Lastly, she played a song she had written called "C.L.I.M.B".
The lyrics included the following words: "Climb, Climb, we climb
all the time. We're just like anyone else, except that we can't see. And
we're climbing with people who show us the way. "Teary-eyed, I clapped
when she was done, touched not only by what she had sung, but by the way
she had opened up her life to me that day. The tremendous vision in her
heart and in her life became clear to me as I listened to that song -
vision that most of us spend our lives trying to see.
MEET YOUR PAL Helen Simmons Conroy Born with congenital
hip dysplasia, Helen grew up with a limp. Though her handicap gave her
some limitations it did not prevent her from being very active physically
as a child and young adult. She spent much of her youth outdoors, with
her pet cats, homing pigeons, and doves. Her other childhood love was
horses. She enjoyed English riding lessons for six years. Helen discovered
a love for writing in college, but did not continue that pursuit for many
years. After college, she worked in advertising for several years, before
leaving the workforce to start a family. When she was thirty-five, her
defective hip began to cause her severe pain. It was the pain from her
handicap that made her begin to start writing again. At night the pain
would become so severe that she couldn't sleep. So to kill time and find
a new release she began to write poetry. She decided to submit some of
her poetry to her town's local flier, and after seeing her name published,
caught a writing bug that hasn't left her since. The following June, Helen
had a total hip replacement that rid her of pain. Focusing more time on
writing, she wrote her first short story. It was published in her local
paper, The Sierra Madre News, in February of 1997. In November of 1997,
Helen became a designated contributing writer for the Sierra Madre News.
Helen has also done publicity work, with submissions published in all
three Sierra Madre newspapers. Her publicity work has included covering
events for her church's Ladies' Guild and children's school. Helen has
also written articles for her church's parish council, with a regular
column called "Connecting with the Catholic Church". With this
column she explores how and why Catholics connect with their faith by
interviewing fellow parishioners as well as sharing experiences from her
own faith journey. In addition, Helen covers local events that interest
her. Helen grew up in Sierra
Madre, a small town situated in the San Gabriel Mountains of Southern
California. Though she moved to the beach area for nine years after high
school, she returned to Sierra Madre when she was twenty-six, and hasn't
left since. She loves her hometown, and has found it to be an ideal place
to raise her kids. Aside from writing, Helen enjoys spending time with
her family, which includes her husband, Pat, 10-year-old daughter, Lauren,
and 8-year-old son, Brian. She has a strong passion for classical music,
enjoys studying piano and composing music. Other favorite pastimes include
baking gourmet desserts, gardening, making crafts, and walking. Helen
also enjoys her family pets; two black cats, and two gold fish. |